it’s never good
to say the word love
to the one you care about,
especially when that one has been hurt
just as much as you have
in the course of her life,
because when waiting for too long
to say it and it does come out,
it just means it ends the dream,
because her reality
isn’t ready to experience
the feel good moment
when you uttered it.
it’s better to put in on a runaway train
and just howl at the moon
for the only love you will ever get.
at least it leaves you fullfilled
until the next phase
of a full moon.